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Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Unable

i want to describe what’s going on
in my mind, but i can only think of metaphors
and similes that all fall short
of what i’m really thinking. i’m leaning
against a shut door, listening to him breathing
on the other side. he’s in the room with me, but i’m hiding
so he can’t see me. we’re sitting together, and i
want to reach out and touch him and let him
hold me. all of my-selves are fighting them-selves
and they’re all losing. the river is carrying
me, and i let it. there’s something i need to remember, but
i just want to forget it.







I CAN'T STOP, AAH HELP ME PLEASE.

1 comment:

alia said...

this is beautiful and intimate and i don't even know what to say about it, but i feel it all. =)